I am 30: So Fierce!

I am so happy that God has allowed me to wake up for 30 years! Amen!  I am so blessed to be here in this moment. I feel incredible! I have so much love in my life which is the best birthday gift anyone could have. I know people usually say when they turn I thought I would be doing this or that right now well I am right where I am supposed to be. I have learned that no one surpasses you because God has your life on a different track. I am running my own race and there is nothing but space and opportunity for achievement. I am so excited for the road ahead and again I thank God for all I have and what he will bless with in the future. Although it’s a little sad because around this time me and Jay do the happy birthday dance. It’s OK babe I did the robot just like old times because I know you would have wanted me to the only difference is I am doing  as a fiancée’ this time. I remember what you said “Anytime I get sad, feel alone, or want to hide in bed just take a look at your hand to reassure you that you are loved more than you know by me and I am always here.” I keep that close to my heart so the party will continue although you can’t make it. I am drinking a glass for us honey. I love you very much. I made it!