Jersey Where the F Have You Been?!

Ok so I haven’t updated my website in awhile and I feel like I owe the people here an explanation of why.

I have had writers block for the last three weeks and I have come back and fourth to my website to just stare at the monitor and no words come out. I wasn’t sure what caused it at first but then I figured it out.

August started off with a bang announcing to the world about my marriage to the GREATEST husband in EVER made Jay N. Hey I could be bias because I married him but it’s my blog and whatever I say kind of goes.

Anyway I have been so backed up with emotion that I haven’t been able to focus on my website. I have been communicating through my Facebook webpage and the support from all of the people I have never met is amazing. It makes me feel like it’s all worth it.

Jersey Is Naked is so important to me and I wanted to give you all quality work. So when I couldn’t write it sent me into a depression. I am what they call a functional depressant. I appear fine and I don’t show any signs that I am feeling any different when inside I am weak.

Depression is a real problem and people need to know that it is a black hole that can consume you into a person that you don’t want to be. When I am depressed I sleep a lot and I am quiet. I hardly laugh and I isolate myself. When this happens it makes me fell defeated because my spirit is brighter than that.

So today is the first step in kicking depression ass by writing what I can to let everyone know that I am here and I have issues too. I started this blog with the notion to see myself. I hoped by exposing all the parts of me to others I could learn more about myself but then it turned into much more.

As my birthday approaches I am feeling happy on what I have accomplished so far in my life. In depression it clouds your achieves with thoughts of self doubt and failure. I am taking it one day at a time and opening my mind to infinite possibilities. To not start again is already a failure so I can take my victory by writing this post. I am GREAT! I am Blessed! I am HERE!

xoxo
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